lowered her legs. This is going to be difficult, she thought as she let her arms take her full weight.
Several difficult movements later, her fingers aching already, she was only halfway across and began to panic. A diversion she had used to calm her fears as she rode the train into Berlin raced into her mind. She began to play a game with herself by forcing into her consciousness thoughts of what she would do when she made it back to London.
It was not any less painful, but the mental game distracted her at least, and before she realized it she was staring pointblank at the surface of the wall. Her body was beginning to cramp, she had to hurry. Raising her legs slowly, she discovered that they were shaking uncontrollably. Focusing, she guided the dossier toward the crack in the wall knowing that there was only strength for one attempt. With the muscles in her stomach clenched painfully, Jan steered the folder into the fissure and spread her feet. She rejoiced when she heard the sound of it falling to the floor inside the wall.
Sweat beaded on her forehead as she began the torturous backwards motion toward the staircase. There was a feeling of wanting to cry her hands hurt so badly, for a moment, she thought of abandoning the effort and dropping to the floor and then in horror realized that even thinking of failure was not an option. People were dying because of the information in that file…it had to get back to London, if not with her then with the next agent. She had to make it and give them that chance.
A tortuous moment later, one heel struck the wall behind her and she painfully let go of her grip and seized the rail with stiff fingers. Thankful, she stole a glance at the floor to insure her efforts had worked. Remarkably there was no trace of any disturbance below in the thick dust. Stepping over the rail, she was back up the staircase and down the other side in an instant. Jan slipped out the way she had entered and ran.
Past Brieger at a gallop, the fleeing specter made her way another block until she hit Wohlauer and made a left. She crossed Westfal onto Eisenxahn and continued in a straight line. In her panicked yet still nimble mind, she wanted distance between her and her pursuers, if she could get to a place and think, maybe she could come up with a plan. She heard the sounds of engines racing all around her and knew that the Germans were maneuvering to encircle her. A light flashed to her left and she dove into a hedge. Dogs. She could hear their raspy breathing…they were close. She moved at a crouch through the yard of a home. Her bearings were twisted but she did not concern herself with anything but time and covering ground.
Footsteps…a gun cut loose and bullets swept past her. Did they want her dead? The answer came quickly as she fell into a depression. A voice berated a soldier for firing his weapon. |